No, this is not an algebraic equation or some leftover letters from a Scrabble game. PBPGITWMY stands for Please Be Patient, God Isn’t Through With Me Yet. Many young people in the last few years have displayed these letters on sweatshirts or large buttons. Mentioning that fact provides an excellent segue into sharing some very important thoughts concerning Christian discipleship.
Mark’s gospel tells us that one of the first things Jesus did upon beginning His ministry was to call four fishermen – brothers James and John, and brothers Peter and Andrew – to follow Him as disciples. Jesus did not expect them to be fully mature on the first day. Spiritual growth takes both commitment and time.
One of the striking features about Mark’s teaching on discipleship is the honesty with which he describes the failures of the early disciples. All twelve were human beings, and humans make mistakes. They often misunderstood and demonstrated blindness with regard to the things they were taught. When it seemed logical for them to have new insights born of faith, they often did not.
Sometimes, like so many of us today, they were more concerned with their own prestige and position than in serving others. They quarreled among themselves about who was greatest. Later, they even came to Jesus requesting favored positions in His Kingdom.
Disciples are expected to be filled with love and compassion, but they were not. When small children were brought to Jesus for His blessing, they thought He had more important things to do. At the end of His public ministry they silenced a blind man when he cried out for mercy. Finally, when Jesus said that He must go to Jerusalem, suffer many things at the hands of men, and die, Simon Peter even reprimanded Him.
Disciples are expected to be faithful, but they often were not. Judas betrayed Jesus, and Peter denied that he even knew Him – three times! The inner circle of Peter, James, and John failed to obey their Lord’s specific command to keep watch with Him as He prayed in Gethsemane. And on Friday they were so afraid for their own lives that they ran away and hid during those hours when Jesus hung on the cross.
Years later, when Paul and Barnabas sailed on Paul’s first missionary journey, John Mark, nephew of Barnabas, sailed with them. Few Bible personalities enjoyed greater spiritual privileges than did Mark. Traveling through the wilderness of Asia Minor, filled with rugged mountains and dark valleys, was more than Mark could take, so he went back home to Jerusalem.
Mark wrote honestly not only about the failures of all of the disciples, but also of his own failures. What lessons concerning Christian discipleship was Mark trying to convey to the readers of his gospel?
First of all, he states that deciding to be a disciple of Jesus does not automatically eliminate old ways of thinking. Nor does it make us immune to temptation. But here is where the gospel is good news. Jesus knew He did not choose perfect followers. He knew that it would be through walking with Him daily, listening to Him share the principles on which He would establish His kingdom, and depending on Him for guidance, that they would become more like their Master.
Mark knew the meaning of P B P G I T W M Y. It is a tribute to both his honesty and to his level of commitment. He believed that his failure did not have to be final – indeed, that any disciple who fails can, by God’s grace, make a comeback. So, if you see yourself as a faithless disciple, take heart. Confess your failure to the Lord. Ask for His forgiveness, and you shall have it (I John 1:9).
When you have done that, you can say with the apostle Paul, “Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me…in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 3:13-14).