In Nathaniel Hawthorne’s The Scarlet Letter, a young Puritan pastor becomes sexually involved with a woman in his congregation. He goes to great lengths to keep the affair from being known by the public and, for the most part, is able to do so.
The guilt he carries deep within his heart, however, diminishes his ability to preach with passion. The fear of being exposed makes him a captive to mediocrity. The brilliance that once marked his powerful sermons all but disappears. He loses his concentration and his inability to sleep at night renders him listless. It is not until he confesses his sin that he is able to recover the passion and zeal for God that had formerly marked his ministry.
There are basically two kinds of guilt: conscious and unconscious. Psychologists tell us that awareness of sin and guilt is a prerequisite to mental health. Unfortunately, we often try to handle our guilt by repressing it. We push the awareness of what we have done into our subconscious mind.
In other words, we try to forget it. We attempt to move forward with our lives as though nothing happened, especially if we believe we have gotten away with it. We try to put it out of our conscious thoughts, but it keeps reappearing again and again in our conscious mind. We would like to think it is gone, but it isn’t gone. There are basically three improper ways we often try to deal with our guilt: we refuse it, we abuse it, and we try to excuse it. None of these deals with the guilt that we have as a result of sins we have committed.
Repressed sin causes us to be less than we should be and can be. It causes the cup of joy to spring a leak and this generates sadness. It dampens our spirit, and frequently leads to depression. A pall of despondency hangs over us because of the repressed memories of the sins we have committed. And what makes matters worse is that we do not even know why we are depressed.
It needs to be said at this point that all depression is not caused by the repression of the consciousness of sin. Modern scientific research provides ample evidence that clinical depression is often the result of other factors such as chemical imbalances in the body which can be treated by prescription drugs.
This does not change the fact, however, that what the Bible calls sin, when pushed into the far recesses of our memories, can come back to haunt us. How often have you heard someone say? “I don’t know what is wrong with me. I have everything I ever wanted – a wonderful marriage, lovely children, a good job, and more material blessings than I have ever dreamed I would have. And I am still unhappy!”
Have you ever made such a statement? If so, it is possible that you have pushed the guilt of some past sin so deep into your unconscious mind that all the vitality you once knew has been sucked out of your life. What you have tried to forget keeps reappearing in your conscious thoughts to rob you of the joy of living.
You need to know that you can be set free from the guilt of any and all sin you have committed in your past. The good news is that both the sin of which you are conscious and the sin which you have pushed into your subconscious mind can be taken away. There is definitely a cure! You will never be able to free yourself from the guilt of your sins – not by suppressing it into your subconscious mind, or by blaming it on somebody else. Rather, the guilt must be acknowledged, and the sin that produced it must be confessed (Psalm 32:1-7). Only God can cleanse you of the sins you have committed.
God’s Word gives this assurance: “If we confess our sins, He (God) is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness” (I John 1:9 KJV). Notice that it says: “ALL unrighteousness,” not just “SOME unrighteousness.”
In other words, you can get out of jail! Deliverance comes from “CONFESSION”, not “REPRESSION!”